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2011-12-12T17:55:00.003+08:00

#A little sad, but more to disappointed.

I know my blog is very dead, but who cares. I'm back now anyway.

I don't know if you cherish and treasure your friendhips but I can tell you, I do. I know you care for her, but you did it in a wrong way. It's pointless to ask her to ring you up and you start shouting and scolding like a mad man without knowing anything. You can have girls on your walls why can't she? The more I think, the more hilarious I think. You're already a grown-up man, please, please think before you speak. This moment saying how much you care for her and the next saying you don't give a damn fuck? And by calling her bitch, wouldn't make you any better. To be frank, I'm really very disappointed in you... You ask me to intro girls to you, and I did but this is what you give me. Over-sensetive? Attitude? That's not what girls need... Worst, you took a 5 year friendship and treat it as nothing. Litterally nothing. How fuckedup can I be at that moment when you said don't contact. Sigh... I'm just posting everything here cus I need to rant because talking to you itself, there would be no ending. Now, do whatever you want. I can't be bothered anymore. Since you don't give a bloody hell out of it, why should I?

2011-07-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

#Random Post.

Feeling quite upset actually for this past few days. Grandpa finally left us for another world, yes we all know he's gonna go, but when it really happens, who bares? I doubt none of us do. How nice if he's still here, together with godpa. Our family would be so much merrier, so much so much better. We still have so many unknowns to chat about... Sigh. Why must everyone die one day?

And I was down with fever few days back, 39.3 degree, hell god. I guess I had too much of crying and shouting to cause my brain break down for a few days. Everyone as me to cheerup, not to cry, blablabla, but who really knows and understand this shitty feeling expect for my family members? I guess none.... 2 of my family members pass away on the same year, within 100 days. I lose 2 of my darlings within 100 days, look here, it's 2. Why must they be so curel to leave us here alone fighting. I hate this. I want them back. But I know, whatever I do, no matter how hard I try, they'll never be. All I'm left to say now is, rest in peace @Grandpa; Godfather. I'll always love you guys.

2011-05-11T01:13:00.002+08:00

Okay, it's been super long since I last blogged. I don't know why, I suddenly have this urge to post, and to think I can still remember my blog's user and password, hiakhiak.

I'm happy today, super super happy! Met nikko to punggol sec to fetch guiqin. To her house, than to hougang plaza for pool. Just acia for dinner @ downtown east followed by Tampanies. It's been so long since I had so much fun. Thinking back now, I really regretted for not cherishing my 6 other sisters. Sigh, but I guess it's pointless saying all this. But if anyone of your pass by, I would wna say it here, I miss each and everyone of you.

2011-01-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

Just back home from @Kenneth house. Mahjong till my hands are numb. Gosh, I'm so addicted to mahjong already, how!? Good thing or bad? Gna have another round of mahjong tomorrow I guess...

You know, how much I miss you? It's been long since we've contact. I don't know what you're angry about. And yes, is a sad thing that I somewhat lose you as a good friend. One lesser person to talk to when I'm down. One lesser person to share my happiness with. I thought we can overcome anything but the fact that we can't. Maybe it's god's decision, or maybe it's my attitude that you don't like? I've already apologise even when it ain't totally my fault, what do you want more from me? To save back our friendship, I've already do everything I can... I don't know what else to say but, anyway, I'm sorry. Hopefully, we'll talk soon. I wna let you know that, I cherish this friendship alot. -S

There is nothing left to say...

2010-12-31T02:28:00.002+08:00

Ite, unsuccessful. Let's just hope the results that I'm getting on the 11th would be a positive one. If not, I have to wait for april intake and seriously, it just suck so much. Sigh... I've already decide to study hard, but why can't god just give me a chance, a last chance to prove myself. I'm a disappointment. NOBODY BLOODY UNDERSTAND HOW I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW.

2010-12-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

Willy, (L)

The picture above is an idiot that woke me up at 11pm today. :( Finally get to meet him ever since my birthday's chalet. Didn't change at all, still dote me as much, hehe. Left in the noon to pasir ris to fetch gracey from work together with willy. Cab back to sengkang and met my @sisters. Willy left then to compass, meet beehuat, kiddo and co. dinner with them and beehuat's house for mahjong.

# 1st day. I wonder how are you doing...

2010-12-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since we had talked, I hope that things are still the same. Hoping they will never change. Although you're inside right now, but I'll remember you. Whatever we've done, whatever we've been through before, will all be kept right down in my heart. You're part of my best memories. even though we knew each othter for only a tad while... I'm not able to promise you I'll wait for you but I promise you, just whenever you need me, I'll be there. There's no one to sayang you to sleep when you're inside, you gotta get use to it okay silly. 18 months will pass quickly. Then we can have our zichar together again. I haven get the chance to sit your car leh! Bring me to rounding soon okay, hehe. I know you won't be reading this, but I feel so fed up and I got no one to turn to. Thus, I've to dump all my feelings down here. On my lappy, it's 11.11 now, I pray, you'll not have to suffer inside. Learn your mistake, get on with life when you're out. Don't be afraid to stand up again because we're all here for you. Lastly, I hope that I won't vanish from your memory.
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I don't care if anyone of you wna comment on this. He's just my friend, a good friend of mine. Nothing else more than that. So, please don't be childish.

2010-12-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

Okay, predicted. I'll get in to ITE instead of promoting to secondary five. Can blame nobody but myself. Hopefully, ite would be a better place for me though many of my friends says that it would be a bad place to study in.. Just applied for January intake on the net with @Daphne. *cross-fingers* that we would be able to get in the same course.

I can only say, dad and mom, I'm sorry, I'm a disappointment.

2010-12-15T23:41:00.003+08:00

So please with my new skin's layout. :) Thanks @xuan for helping me.

Okay, let's start with my day. I was woken up by @Christina Seazon at 7am, and she bloody reached my house at 9.30am! I guess this is the first attemp that she woke up so early during this school holidays, well done sis. Meet up with the rest at Compasspoint before heading to sentosa. Was playing beach ball half way and the rain came upon. Sucks. Left siloso beach and headed down to serangoon; chompchomp then frolicks. @Nicole's brother fetch all of us home. We were sitting in his subaru and vrom vrom!

Mom finally came back from USA after a month, miss her so so much that I feel like pinching her right now. And thanks mummy for getting me so much stuff. I like it all, love you baby.

2010-12-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

Sisters? ...

There's so much that I wna rant out. But who can I go to? Nobody understand what exactly am I feeling. There's so much that I wna do, but nobody give me a chance to. What I can do is to keep all in my heart and let it fade away itself. I'm in my cosy room now, with none at home, how nice. As if I'm staying alone. Sometimes I wonder how nice would it be to stay alone at home. But as time goes by, I'd find it so lonely. I don't know why am I saying all this, as if I'm gonna get depression real soon. I hate the feeling of 'lonely' it simply just sucks so much. I thought I'm the queen, everyone would be there for me when I break down, but I was so wrong. Even "sisters" might back out at any point of time. I always wonder, why am I treating everyone so good when they don't even appriciate. Doing so much, and ending up everything go down as a waste. I always wanted to let go of everything, but when that point of time when you wna let down, you couldn't bare to do so. Why am I so reluctant. I'm fading away from myself, I don't understand 'me' Is that really difficult to find someone really true to you? Speechless.... I'm tired of everything. Just let me leave everything aside, but... can I?

2010-11-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

This might be the last picture taken. And the days went by like paper in the wind. But still, we're gonna stay the same, just the same baby, Love you so much (L)

Here are some of the pictures that were taken @nicolette's crib. Too lazy to upload the rest. Spent a wonderful evening with nic and daphne. Catch up alot with both of 'em. Nic, you're gonna leave S'pore in another few days time. I bet, I'll miss you hell loads even though we don't normally hang out together. But, I wanna thank you for giving me so much memories for the past few years. We had ups and downs, arguements and fights among us, it's amazing that we got this far. We're still gonna keep in contact okie. Either mail or facebook. Do remember me hur. I'm still here for you whenever you need someone. It's a great place over there, you're not gonna handle so much stress anymore. So, all the best to you and lastly, I love you. :) Take good care of your mom and sisters too.

Happy sweet 15.

2010-10-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

2010-09-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

Happy First Anni, Bbyboy.

Meet christina and jacq @ hougang plaza. Pool then lunch. Walk around hougang mall together with amirul & co. Then to this person's house. Watched Indian show with all of them, my first attemp sia. :/ Rotted till 8 or so, bus down to look for my dear boy. Cab over to punggol and went up to my house. Bath and changed, down to the stupid carnival. Then came back my house, he stayed for awhile and left. A very simple but enjoyable day with bbyboy.

2010-09-16T13:23:00.002+08:00

I'm getting real bored in the computer lab. Bobo and ong are both on facebook. But I find facebook so damn boring now. Okay, my keyboard's spaceboard is spoiled, HEHEHEHE. Who cares.

Meeting maomao later for movie @ tampanies; love cuts. Heard that the show's nice though the rating of the movie ain't high. Finally can get out of my crib and get some fresh air. Had a 2 and a half hour of chemistry, all about acid, chemical reactions and alkanes. Gosh, I've less than 50 percent absorb. Okay, weixiang's spamming my facebook's wall, he likes all my status. Bloody idiot, slut.

One more week, no more suffering, :( Baby's coming back in another 7 days, endure endure! Though I really really miss him alot......

2010-09-15T19:33:00.003+08:00

Done with my new blogskin. Like it pretty much.Bby's coming back in another 8 more days. I've got no news of him at all. :( Heard that facebook's banned in China. Really miss him badly, hmms :/ In another 10 more days, it marks our 365 days together. Can't wait can't wait! :)

Love,

Yiqing Mcsmith.

:(

2010-09-12T01:16:00.004+08:00

Bby's flying off in another few hours time. He's gonna get his ass to China for freaking 10 days. Gosh, 10 days without you bb. :( Take good care of yourself there, eat less burgers there if not later mummy goh and curry granny will start nagging you again, hehe. ^-^ Okay, I'll be waiting for you to be back and not look for other fling like what you've told me. Enjoy yourself, love you. And lastly, I'll miss you chubby cheeeeeeeks. :)

2010-09-10T23:13:00.006+08:00

Necklace which bby bought for me, cost his 45 bucks. Not expensive but still, I love it. :)

Cong er's birthday cake; designed by nana and me.

Nana;Qq.

Twin.

Ya, my outfit yesterday. :)

Tyan, my dear frog. :)

McSmith's.

Christina, Yiqing.

A great day with Mcsmith's yesterday @ k-box. Celebrated maomao's birthday, bet she's super touched with our surprise lah, hehe. Pool after k then cab down to look for bby. Bby bought a 'diamond' necklace for me, love it so much :) Thanks babyboy, love you much. Went up to his house and daddy brought 'dinner' back for all of us. Had a long walk after that. Then sat down on a patch of grass, looking at the sky and chat a little of our thoughts. Gave him a goodbye kiss thent ook a cab back home after that. Bby's flying off on sunday, gonna miss him so much. :(

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Had granny's birthday celebration just now @ angmokio, great chat with cousin esther. :)

2010-09-05T15:32:00.006+08:00

A short dedication to all my darlings before I continue with my studies. :)

Daphne Daughter. Thank you so much to always help me and your dad to make peace whenever we qurral. Hopefully we would be able to pass our N's and get up to secondary five together. Even if we didn't, we already know that we had tried and give in our best. No matter what, we won't fall apart. True friends are not easy to find so yes, I'll treasure this friendship more than you can thought of. Tomorrow's our big day, goodluck babe!

Christina Sister. Hi big tongue! :) I know you dote on me the most among all. Don't try to deny because it's the fact. HAHAHAHA. Time really passes so fast. It's gonna be near to one year since we knew each other. We laugh, we cry, we go crazy and get angry together. All of these little little things are memories to me. It will always be kept in my heart. Despite your busy schedule, you'll never fail to be with me when I needed someone. Sister, if you think he's the one for you, go ahead and give your best. Good boyfriend don't come by easily. He'll control you it's because he love and care for you. Different people have different ways of showing love and concern yah. Don't be too stress up. And take good care of your pig hand. Love you, xx.

Haiyo, until you jitao sian half. HAHAHA. Joking la. Hey my happy pill. Thanks for all your nonsence, making me laugh like no tomorrow. You showed me your smile when I'm sad, you gave me your hug when I cry. You rushed over to meet me when I need you. Although I don't know you for long but I know that, you're gonna be my sister, not only now but forever. Till death do us apart alright. I know you're gonna cry after reading this because "it's like a touch only sial" Haha. Study hard for N's okay, don't fool around anymore. It's time to settle down my dear. Salon's waiting for us! And birthday's coming le hor, get ready to be surprised on that day!Love you!

Hi my dear frog. :D Thanks for the accompany. And your lame jokes that made me smile. Yes, you're a great sister of mine. Though I seem to be abit xialan to you, but you know I don't mean it right, HEHE. Last long with your boyf and stop breaking up :( I don't wanna see you getting sad and cry over it. You're gonna go out with him this coming friday right? Enjoy yourself on that day okay.

Twintwin :D You know what? You're the one I dote most among all ley. You should be hourned hor. You told me you will change your attitude. Hopefully you will. I'll be waiting for that day, hehe. You know I don't like liars hur, so cannot lie to me. Twin, it's time for you to study. Really. Like you, when I was in secondary three I play and play and play. Until now, I regretted it so much. How I wish time could just stop. Till you realize and start to study next year, it's late already. Bring your books back, stop leaving it in school okay. See you next week, I've got planning for mmc's birthday celebration. I'll ring you up again. Loveyou, xoxo.

-jelly, I don't know why I just can't upload our photos up. Maybe my lappy find you too cute already. HAHAHA. We gotta go secondary five together alright. We musn't let people look down on us. But if we really can't, we've already tried our best. We have nothing to lose. Ignore what others say to us. Tomorrow's first paper, chiong ah! :) Goodluck and bo's happy love you.

2010-09-01T23:32:00.003+08:00

Happy teachers' day and happy 8th monthsairy to bobo with her hun.

Got called up by hun in the morning at nine. How nice of him to always wake me up from my beauty sleep. Nua on bed till twelve thirty, got my ass up and prepare. Meet tyanhuey on bus then to Hougang Plaza; KBox. Christina & nicole came shortly. Was issued to this big room, which I think can fit more then 10 people. Damn nice (Y) Till 6 plus, left plaza to meet guiqing. Hsh @ nine.

The little sister whom dote on me most, hehe. Sis, sekali adik, kakak selamanya :)

Life without you guys is like death without witness. With you guys, even water drunk together is sweet enough.

Hairy worm; whom never fail to be there for me, xx.

After the whole incident, I've learn to cherish and treasure this sistership more. Be it heaven or hell, our heart will always stay as one. Hopefully, the upcomings will all be peaceful. Godbless.

2010-08-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

Happy eleventh months, bbtai, xxx.

Glad that we're fine already. I thought we won't be able to go through our eleventh, but we manage to. :) Hopefully, we wouldn't 'pua stunt' to each other again. Because of you, my wolrd now is a whole. Because of you, love lives in my soul. Because of you, I have laughter in my eyes. Because of you, I'm no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar, my stone of strength, with me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday, with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar, I'll joyously say 'I do' for all I have it all now and it's all because of you.

/- Jingwen, cheerup. He'll be alright. :) Don't cry anymore, silly.

2010-08-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

"It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does"

-/ 1 Hour and 32 Minutes more to our eleven months. But I guess we wouldn't have a chance to celebrate our monthsairy anymore, let it be anniversairy. I thought we can... thought we can endure, but still, we failed. But, I really did enjoyed our 10 months and 30 days together. People always say, if someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge and get over it. It's just so difficult. I don't know how they do it. I'll keep it all as a memory, it will never fade off. Since you've choosen brother over me, I gotta accept the fact that you're gone. Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and I'm nothing. Please have your regular meals. Be more positive in everything you see. Lastly, I'm sorry if I said something which hurts you but still, I love you.

Daphne;
Though you didn't say much to me, but I understand what you're trying to show or tell me. Thanks for all the help through these few months. Without you, I would have broke down long ago.
Jelly;
Thanks for making me laugh with your lame jokes and funny actions.
Nicole;
Sister, thanks for coming all the way down to look for me, just to cheer me up. You don't bother too much about 'meowvin' too. He's gonna be fine. Just endure for 2 weeks alright. We gotta smile together, okay ?
Christina;
Thanks for skipping your remidial just to come over and see if I'm alright. Despite your pack timetable, you still bother to cheer me up. I'll remember your words. I promise, you'll see my smile soon. I know you dote on me the most. I won't let you down. I'll be alright soon.
TyanHuey;
I don't know what to say to you. But also, thanks for coming down to my house to cheer me up. Asking me not to cry anymore. Really much appriciated.
Guiqing, Kenneth;
Twin, I know you're sick. But at least you left me a message asking me to cheerup. And brother, you bother to ring me up, talking to me, making me feel that actually there are many people who cares for me. Thank you.
I really don't know how to thank you guys, for not leaving me alone but instead accompanying me all the way. Thanks for making me feel loved, really. Love you guys. :)

2010-08-22T22:58:00.009+08:00

Back from hun's house. Before that, meet Tyanhuey @ rivervale plaza to get some drinks first then to future. Nicole sissy and Christina sis then met us there. Guiqing came later on. Study session all the way. Completed my chapter 2 of social studies. Both my sisters complained that my school's prelim paper was so much more difficult then theirs. Christina sis even do until pekcek, HAHAHA. Played with my lappy and took quite a number of pictures on camoriod.com. Cab down to hun's house, order MAC up which cost 42bucks, heh. Even help girlgirl bath, HAHA.

2010-08-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

Thanks to my dear Jerald. He woke me up at 1030am, telling me he's @hougang plaza when he's only suppose to meet us @ 1230pm. He called me seven times, asking me where I am when I'm still in bed. At last, got up and prepare. Meet tyanhuey down to plaza to look for Jerald, Warren and Shihui. Lunch then back for pool. Meet my dear Nicole, Guiqing, Kenneth and Slyverster at hougang mall. Then back to plaza again to meet Christina sissy, :) Then some idiotic stuff happen, don't wish to talk about it. -.- Down to kenneth's house to slack and had heart to heart session with Nicole sis, feeling much more better already. Thanks sis for your listening ear. Muamua, (L) Hehe. And twin, hopefully you will keep your promise, loveyou.

Slut, keep your freaking eyes clean I tell you. Look down on you man, pui.

2010-08-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

Just got back home not long ago. Damn tired, :(

Got back all prelims result, like screw up only. Sigh, hopefully will be able to past my N's. Gonna work like double harder for how I studied for prelims. Like stress only :(

Plaza singapura to meet hun, walk around and he bought me a perfume, hehe. Though is not expensive but I like it. :) Lepak until 4 plus, train down to bedok. Met hun's mom for dinner before leaving to ubi. Hun had his first training for car driving which was conducted by my grandma's little brother; my "gu gong" Stay there alone for 1 and a half hour, letting mosquitoes to feed on. Left ubi @ around 9 plus.Then hun sent me to sengkang and accompany me to wait for another bus before he went home. And now, I'm on the phone with him. Hehe ^^ Few more minutes to dad's birthday, gonna bring him to eat buffet @Novena tomorrow. Maybe Kbox after dinner. Woots, can't wait to see dad's smile :D

2010-08-17T22:40:00.005+08:00

"As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age. There is one thing that will never change... I will always keep falling in love with you."

I don't care about what others say about us. I believe you will be the one, whom will walk down the road together with me, not leaving me alone. Though at times you try to guailan me but I know deep down, you care. This whole year of memories, is just you. Nobody can just enter my life. Nobody makes me happy till you do. Just a simple lame joke, I can laugh my ass out. Know why? Not because your jokes are funny but I just simply feel so happy when I'm together with you. Be it with cliques or with you alone. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure. How I wish time could just stop for us, stop at the time where I'm together with you, hand in hand, walking around the streets. You taught me what's love, what's cherish and what's treasure. I'll remember it for life.

Don't wanna close my eyes; don't wanna fall asleep. 'cus I miss you babe. :) 25th's approaching, time really seems to be like bullet train. Thanks for painting happiness into my life, let me understand the world is colourful and bright but not dull. I love you, bbtai.

2010-08-15T01:17:00.001+08:00

TiongHian;

Maomaocong; :)

Nicole Sis.

Flower; GuanHua.

Dear hun; I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you. (L)
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Had a swim @ marina bay sands this morning. Senery was damn beautiful, but I got chase up because I was wore a t-shirt down. Damn stupid, ._. Till around eleven or so, godmom fetch me and pingpong to hougang and we took a cab back from there. Grace sissy came up to look for me first then meet nicole sis @ punggol plaza. NTUC for steamboat's stuff. Kenneth, flower, ben, guiqing twin and hun then came shortly. Back home, prepare and wash up everything. Daphne daughter came around 7, tionghian came around 10. Steamboat all the way till 12 plus. Mom came home and join us for mahjong. Won some money :) Mom sent daughter and hun home. And here I am, talking on the phone hun and posting.

Thanks all whom attended and make my day. :D

2010-08-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

He was sharpening some kniefs for his granny which really scares me off.

Paper 2 was a core, CORE OKAY. Cab down to ass's house after preparing. Forget to bring birdnest for him. :( Sorry ass. Down to s and s for some self rising flour for my banana cake baking. And it turns out to be so nice. I think I'm addicted to baking cakes. I got so tired halfway and K.O on bb's bed till three. Caught some shows on xinmsn and looking through at his childhood pictures. He's so cuteeeeeeeee, as cute as the full moon. Because it's round and BIG! Nua till 4 plus or so, bb gave my money to cab back home and send me off. He's now at dobbyG with his friends and not going back home tonight. Okay, going to miss him like hell loads. :(

Your dimple, your smile.

2010-08-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

Happy 45th to Singapore, xxx.

Didn't really enjoy this national day. Uhm. Luch with dad and uncle first. Afterthat dad fetch me to look for bb. Then back home. Bath again and met tyanhuey to bugis at around 4pm. I was like damn late, sorry uh. Train down to bugis and got pants for bb and nixson. Bb was asking me around to look for this and that! Until I didn't have time for my own stuff :( At least I manage to get to eat my favourite, fried potato, hehe. Bus down to hougang plaza to look for guiqing, kenneth, slv and ben. Had few rounds of pool then to kenneth's house to watch movie, flower came and join us at around 10.30. Nua till 10.45 or so, cab down with tyanhuey to look for bb. Dear bb send me off to take a cab. Home sweet home @ 11.50 and here I'm posting.

2010-08-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

The special bears, for that special someone, xx.

N level mother tongue oral is easy (Y) Finally done with both english and chinese oral, phew. Geography paper was normal, spend full 1h30min completing the paper. Physics was a core, because I knew little things about physics. So ya, I can just get to hell.

Daiso with mom just now and movie tomorrow with tyan if nothing goes wrong. And then a midnight one with mom. Woohoo. Should be spending my saturday at home for some revision. Gonna wake up early tomorrow just to accompany mom to chinatown as she wants to get some stuff, good girl I know. ^-^ And I'm tired. Gonna get my ass to bed soon. :) Lastly, I hate hongwei mentor.

2010-08-01T23:17:00.003+08:00

Isit true that the one who said that he/she hates liar is the one who always lie? I don't know. So many things running through my mind now. What's right, what's wrong, I think I cnn't differentciate now. I hope this upcoming days, everything will go right for me and not spoiling my mood, affecting my prelims. God bless. ):

Okay, english paper 1 and 2 tomorrow, goodluck to all whom's taking prelim paper. Hopefully I won't be shocked when I got back the results. But, if I'm gonna flunk, I can't blame anyone but myself for not working hard enough. Sigh, I think I shall get an early rest today.

-Love, yiqing.

2010-07-31T23:51:00.001+08:00

We had our dinner at some Japanese mix Korean style restaruant which is located @ ION. Though their servings is quite little but it's delicious. The above pictures is what me, tyanhuey and angel sis had. :) Which cost eight one bucks, LOL.

ION orchard > Plaza Singapura > Hougang ave 3 > Cab back home @ around 11. :)
Finally got the charles and kieth bag, thanks to sis ^-^ And got myself a pair of flats too.

2010-07-29T22:07:00.002+08:00

I sense something bad. Something real bad which is gonna happen to me. Eye-lid just wouldn't stop twitching.

Anyway, I stayed back in school today with bo'happy, daughter and kelvin for chemistry revision together with Miss Feng. Kelvin left us after chemistry and we continued our physics revision together with Miss Zhang. At least I get a more clear view for ions, atoms and their friends. I know these are all basics but yes, I'm a chemistry nerd. Physics was much more relax because it's much more simpler! Stayed till around 5 and left school for home. Watched television programmes till now. I don't wanna think so much already, I'm just gonna get to bed soon. And hopefully I won't get bad luck or whatever it is.

2010-07-28T22:24:00.001+08:00

Basically, I've changed my template and cbox because I was so sick and tired of it. Although it's a simple one, but don't you guys find it nicer ? ^-^ Do leave me a tag ya?

Okay, forty odd days more to GCE N levels. People are saying it's like chicken feet. But, I don't agree with it. Maybe because I didn't have much foundation for the past three years. But only starting to worry for this and that now. I'm still on track but I've to be more hardworking than the rest. I wanna get in to secondary five then polytechnic. I don't want to have an ITE life. Not trying to look down on them or what but with a ITE cert, where can I go to? Society now is asking for this degree that degree, with a diploma degree, I'm at least be able to have a stable job, stable income every month in the future than dangling around. For my future, I gotta strive for it. Just give up my play time for studies first. And I'm able to enjoy two months before getting results. Believe you can, and you'll successed.

Last week of playtime and gonna get serious, real serious.

2010-07-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Don't speak,
I can't believe, this is here happening.
Our situation isin't right.
Get real, who you're playing with?
I never thought you'd be like this.
You were suppose to be there by my side.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me? Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true.
What if I say I loved you? Would you be the one to run to.
Or would you see me walked away without a fight.

I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything.
I can trip and you let go like that.
And every thing we ever were, it seems to fade, but not the hurt.
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad.

Everytime I speak you try and stop me, cus every little thing I say it's wrong.
You say you're noticing but you'll never see.
This is who I'm really am and you can't relate.
Makes me wanna know right now if it's me you'll live without
Or would you change your mind.

What if... I need you.

P/s: Happy 10 months, bbtai.

2010-07-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

I skipped school once again today. Not pon, but because I'm having sore eyes. :( It's like damn itchy and painful. Wanted to visit the doctor, but it's like my eye totally cannot open. Force myself to go down to prime to get eye solution and after putting it, I feel much better. Should be able to attend school tomorrow already.

Had english language N level oral yesterday, though the picture conversation's quite hard but overall it's still manageable. Hopefully I can pass with high marks and not bother line. God bless meeeeeeee, hehe. Free day for me tomorrow, which mean no revising! Suppose to attend kbox but change of plan again -.- I HATE LAST MINUTE CHANGE, ARGH. FML.

Babyboy, if I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you make me smile, I would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand. Kiss me, and you'll see the stars. Love me, and I'll give them all to you. You're all I every wanted. I love you doesn't mean anything if I'm just gonna say it out so, I'm keeping the "I love you" in my heart, just for you to feel.

2010-07-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

I'm confuse. I'm lost. I don't know what satisfy me right now.

Everything now is about study, study and study. Having N level oral this coming wednesday, gosh. Goodluck to myself and my fellow schoolmates. & 57 days more to GCE 'N' level. :( *STRESS, scream for help!

2010-07-10T23:11:00.004+08:00

Favourite picture for today, xxx.

Jade from jeffrey brother.

She and her freaking red hair. :(

Kenneth brother, Twin's bb. (:

Tyanhuey.

Suppose to go for kbox, but some of my darlings don't have enough cash. So skipped this time round and gonna go again next week on friday. Lunch @ kangkar mall with twin, tyanhuey, benben, ahdi and kenneth. Back to hougang plaza for pool. Eileen and meiping came too. Off to hougang mall, saw jingwen and door. Then to kenneth's crib. Bus home with tyanhuey after 10 second of kiss on my cheeks from benben, HAHAHA. (We're just friends, nothing more, so don't freaking get the wrong idea)

2010-07-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hola! I just got home not long ago. :) Gave school a miss yesterday. But still manage to catch up with the lessons that I've missed. School's great! Headed home after school. Nua for a tad while before I prepare and stuff. Reach hougang plaza like around 3 plus or so. Meet guiqing, kenneth, tyanhuey, ahdi and benben there. Xiangy and jay came too. Stay there till around six and went to kenneth's crib. He cook for all of us. Thanks hur brother. But obviously we all know mainly if for his girlf. :/ Cab home with gracey and tyanhuey after that. Munching on my chips now, hehe.

Kbox with all my huns tomorrow. Hopefully I'm able to wake up on time.

2010-07-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

I don't know how long more I can hang on. I'm dying soon, real soon. FML.

Bb, I'm missing you, what about you ? :(

2010-07-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

Awesome Day!

Woke up at around 11pm, was thinking that bb's still sleeping so I gave him a call, to my surprise he woke up like damn early and was at tamp having his breakfast with mama. Meet him @ punggol plaza near 1pm, got our cake baking stuff and walk back to my house. Started playing with flours, mix egg, choco powder and milk together. Had fun making each other's face with the flour. Hehe. Took umbrella for xiangy idiot cus he say it was raining heavily but it was just some drizzling. Back home, bath and off to punggol plaza for dinner with bb and xiang. Cab down to hougang plaza for pool. Bb left first then xiangy. Stayed there with guiqing twin, kenneth & co. Benben then send me to the bus stop. Just got home and gonna turn in soon.

Daphne daughter, rest well. Get well soon! :D

2010-07-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

School rocks! Was released @ 12pm instead of 1230pm, cus upcoming monday is youth day and that's our 'present' from the school. Reach home like damn early. Slack and laze around till 2 plus. Off to prepare, headed to plaza. Took the same bus with weijian & co. Spent hours over at plaza playing pool with guiqing, tyanhuey, jerald, warren, senglit, benben and kenneth. Headed to kenneth's house when tionghian came over and join us. Cab back home after that. Kind of enjoy myself today, but... somewhat not.

Cake baking tomorrow! Cnn't wait! (:

2010-07-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

Just feel like posting at this moment. I think I'm gonna get headache every night from now onwards. N level's prelim is approaching, and to the real GCE N'level, I'm only left with three months. It seems slow but time really passes so quickly. Still remember when school just started teacher told us we got 10 months, and now we're left with 10 weeks. Gosh, I really really need to buckup. Have been revising and copying down notes for geography since 5pm. Didn't take my nap today and surprisingly I can stay awake till now.

I'm gonna give up my weekends to stay at home and revise. Friends, wait till my N's over, I'll be free! Gonna update my blog soon again.

ハッピー9ヶ月、Bbtai。

2010-06-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

Slept @ 6am in the morning and woke up at 1pm. Off to meet guiqing twin and kenneth at compass around 4pm. Went to get a new pair of contact lens first, then train down to dobby ghuat for brownie. Meet jerald and warren there, then head to down hougang for bbq. Left at around 8.30pm or so to look for bbtai near his house area. Seeing him goble down the whole big piece of brownie makes me feel so happy. :) He said it's nice and he like it! YAY! Went up to his house and down with grace, nixson together with bb. Went over to green to eat zichar. Cab back home after that.

I miss my ball friends. ONGWEIXIANG, DAPHNEONG, JERELYNTOH AND JAYSIA. Omg. :( I'm seeing them in two days time. YAY! :D Let's rock 4a4 down babes!

I like the way, I'm held by you. (:

Unlucky OR Happy?

2010-06-23T01:14:00.003+08:00

Woke up @ 5.20pm after reciving yonghong's call. Got ready and set off to hougang plaza. On the way there, I trip over a stupid stone and fell -.- Quickly rush back home for medication, and took a cab down afterwhich. Finally got to meet my dear angel sis! :) Meet guiqing, kenneth and yonghong there too. Thanks ah yonghong, for your cute little bear. Hehe, I love it. Sis was damn cute I swear! She knew I had a fall and she went around to look for first-aid box but she couldn't get any which really piss her off. End up she bought some oil thingy and plasters for me. Sweet hur? :) Suki sushi for dinner! Thanks for the treat uh sis. We had a real long talk too. Sis, don't worry, you'll always have me with you!

Over to rivervale mall's clinic to consult a doctor regarding to my wounds after dinner. Suppose to stitch, but I didn't want to. So, shall just let it heal slowly. Hopefully it doesn't get any infections. Sis came up to my house and dad just send her back to her crib. We've plan to meet up in mid- july for shopping! Cnn't wait! OMG, HEHE.

2010-06-17T02:03:00.004+08:00

Fuck the sales today!

I'm not gonna turn in so early today because bumbee's at home! Which means, I gotta accompany him for at least four hours. HAHA. It's so boring nowwww. I called bumbee, but he's so busy with his work, and leave me alone here! Had a small argument just now with him but yeah, we're fine already. Maybe this few days, we're both busy working and getting stress up. Gonna boil some herbal tea for him already. :)

Sister. Think twice yah. It's not easy for you guys to get back together. Don't because of some minor things, you get so work up. Don't tear already, cheerup. Loveyou, x.

2010-06-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

Yonghong and weijian came to my house yesterday to get the damn icecream. Was suppose to catch a movie yesterday with nixon & co. but due to something which crop up, we gave it a miss. Thus, guiqing, grace and I decide to go hougang plaza for pool. :) Stayed there till evening time, and took a bus down to future to look for my long lost sister - ChristinaNg! Stay there for a tad while and off we went to northpoint(yishun). Pingpong came and look for me too. Had waffles before heading back to punggol. All of them came up to my house. Thanks grace sis for cooking maggie for all of us. :) Down to wait for benben & co. for stuffs and back home at around 1am. Tired... but fun :D

Bumbee said, he wants his incoming call fee to hit a thousand dollar per month. He did some calculations and he told me that I gotta talk to him over the phone a day at least 4 hours or more. We're both only free for each other after 11pm. Which means, I GOTTA SLEEP LIKE SO LATE EVERYDAY! :( Like the midnight that had just past, I talked to him till 5am and k-oed. He said to talk to him till 6am and watch sunrise with him. Hehe, cute or what? :) But, we're not gonna talk on phone tonight because he went out with his friends to watch worldcup! I hate worldcup! Take away the time that me and bumbee can spend together! But don't worry, I still love this stupid boy of mine. :)

2010-06-08T02:07:00.004+08:00

If you're unhappy about me, don't have to post on your blog but straight to my face okay? :) Don't think that I'm the only one who dislike you. Open your eyes and see this world clearly. Even your friends, are all saying things about you. Gosh. Why make yourself into this pathethic state? Sigh, kind of a pity for you. But. Really really heard too much things about you, be it from who, just simply too much that you left a bad impression in my head and it's gonna stay forever. I didn't mention any names out, so if you think you're the one thn so be it. :) Afterall, you should be glad that I left a space for YOU in this post of mine.

Just reach home an hour ago from green. Had dinner/supper with nixson brother, grace, guiqing and bumbee. Had a little chat with samuel brother before that @ pasir ris. Today sale's was great! Had so much fun tgt with my dear twin and sister. I'll never fail to hide my smile whenever I'm with them. Thanks babes, every little things you guys have done, will always be kept in my heart. Twin, you told me this afternoon that you miss me right? I'll reply you here, I miss you too. :D And sister, I ain't rich at all! :@ Hahaha. Few more hours before going to school. Having oral exams (prelim) later on. Wonder how well will I do for my conversation. So envy of my jellybobo, we're gonna have our prelim in another few hours time and she's at korea! Having her sashimi and shopping spree. Yucks, hate her! :(

Just hang the phone with bumbee. He has been sleeping and sleeping for the past few days. I guess, he's just getting older :/ I'm gonna tuck in soon too! Let's do a nice and beautiful dream about your love one. Goodnight! :D

2010-06-06T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hi readers! :) I'm back to my space because I was nag by guiqing. She said that my blog is dead, so I'm here to update a little.

This few days has been a tiring one. But I guess there are more ahead. Skipped the whole week of intensive lessons with my BALLfreaks, gonna get back on tuesday for english oral (prelim paper) Fast hur? Time really passes so quickly that you can't even imagine. Just came back from serangoon. Before that, went for pool session @ hougang plaza, together with grace sister, justin, harry and nixson brother. Had so much fun there! Playing pool really makes my mood happier. I don't know how to explain that feeling either. :/

Alright, my eyes are shuting. Gonna catch some rest. Eyebags are getting havier and havier. :( BALLfreaks and sheep, gathering soon alright! Miss you guys so much.

Yiqing,
Love.

2010-05-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

For you, I'll.

Happy 8th month, babysheep. Love, love, love.

2010-05-23T05:10:00.007+08:00

Major Break-Down.

It's already 5am. :( And I'm still wide awake. I don't know how to react to what happen. I don't wanna face the fact too, but... I got to. Thought today was a nice and peaceful day, then there was a thunder the nex moment. :( Sigh. Thanks for telling me what I never expect to know, but I didn't regret knowing it at all. It was kind of a shocking, but I think as time goes by, I'll be use to it.

Thanks nixson brother for talking so much sense into me and after you know I ain't in my best mood, you came over to my house to look for me. And grace sister for cabbing down to punggol in the middle of the night just to look for me, to cheer me up, though you're only left with your last 10 bucks. Next up will be samuel brother. Though you seems to neglect me in one way or another, but I know you still care for me, coming up to my house to guailan me, just to make me smile. :) I really appriciate it alot, three of you guys, came up to my house in the middle of the night just to make sure I'm alright. I really don't know what to say but, thanks.

Some truths cnn't be relieve now, but when everything's settled, I'll tell you guys(close ones) personally. Don't worry too much about me and sorry to keep this issue to myself first.

(Edited @ 9.50am)
Just got home. Hougang for lunch with family first, back home, change and down to hougang again. Meet nixson brother, yaorong and ridzuan. Bus down to compass to meet hongwei and tan(i think so) Train down to bouna vista with nix, hw and yaorong. Slack there till 8 plus and train back. Wanted to go over with them to look for sam but my eyes are hurting me. So gave it a miss. Feel so nice going out with them, never stop laughing for one minute. Thank guys. :) HONGWEI, NAH. THANK YOU UH! :)

2010-05-18T19:01:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna update a little since I got the time for it. Sunday's housewarming was kind of a success. But somehow disappointed that some friends of mine didn't came when their suppose to. :( Thanks daphne for accompanying me till so late, although I've been neglacting her for the whole day! So sorry. Because I was real busy. Send bo down and meet up with nixson brother since he was near my house area. Had a chat with him, and feel so much comfortable after pouring everything out. Thanks hur brother. :) But, you're bad! Smoke finish the mm that I got for your brother! Hmmps!

Send daphne down and waited for love. Came up my house @ around 9pm plus or so to teach me some mathematics formula. Mom heat up some cookings and we all had dinner together. Mommy then send love home at around 1am. Thanks love for coming down although you're sick, much appriciated okie.

I had a wierd dream just now, about love. I woke up from my nap crying. Ring love up and told him what I dreamt about, and he calls me a crybaby. :( And he was laughing about what I've dreamt about. Such an idiot. But first time, chance upon crying in dreams. Wierd or what. But love say, what we dreamt about would not happen in reality, I should be please that it was a dream and it will never come true.

Finally, exams are ending soon. Three more papers to go, chemistry, ebs and listening compre. And icecream's starting soon, will be damn busy after that. Won't not be blogging so often. But, do remember to leave tags yeah. Running out of tags alr -.- Saving up cash for my c&k's bag! Gonna get it this saturday, cnn't wait cnn't wait cnn't wait! :P Okie, gonna catch some shows now, bye!

2010-05-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick! :( And twelve hours later I'm having my house warming! Gotta sleep soon, hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. Fuck headache.

Let's talk about what happen yesterday and today. Geography paper was kind of easy, but they ask us to study five chapters, and the paper came out only 2 out of the 5. Home after school, and went out to meet daphne at kovan, down to dobby x-change for JustAsia. To marina square after that. Train back to my house with daughter and she stayed till 12am. Accompany daughter to wait for bus and off to sleep!

Woke up today in the morning as early as 8am! The fucking chinas came to my house and do my brother room's platform. Mummy don't wanna wakeup to open door for them! So, I get my ass out of my bed and open for them. Wanted to get back to sleep, but the drillings are seriously pissing me off. Went down to bedok to look for bbtan. Had lunch with her and rinrin came shortly. Played poker with them and nua at bbtan's house for a tad while. Bus down to pasir ris to look for daughter and shermaine. Than headed to hg plaza with daughter to look for xiangy. Dinner @ hougang then cab to serangoon for dessert bowl. Home @ 11++.

Just tidy up my room and it looks so much neater. Cnn't wait for tomorrow's housewarming! Wee-oh-weet.

2010-05-13T16:29:00.003+08:00

Hi. Time to update my little space. I'm finally done with the colouring of the carebears as what you see above. These drawings are for my dear boy and he say that it's cute. Shall wait till sunday till I see his reaction upon getting this from me. Hopefully he likes, and keep it well. :) I've put alot of effort in these drawings and colouring okay! Hehe. And of cause I didn't forget about myself, I drew a stitch for myself but not yet done with the colouring, am gonna do the colouring soon after I finish posting. And revise on my geography. :)

Today's social studies paper sucks! Things which I've studied, didn't appear in the question paper! And did not have enough time to finish my last question which is 13 marks. I only get to remember the international cooperation last minute, ): Chinese paper2's easy, but I fell asleep for half and hour, lucky I wokeup in time and finish it up, phew~

Gonna be busy for the next three days!
Friday: Out with my dear daughter to shop for my c&k bag!
Saturday: Meeting candy baby for another round of shopping!
Sunday: Tuition and housewarming! YAY! :)

2010-05-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

Made to Last Forever, XXX.

Life on earth in just the dress rehersal before the real production. You will spend far more time on the other side of death - in enternity - than you will here. Earth is the staging area, the preschool, the tryout for your life in enternity. It is the practice workout before the actual game; the warmup lap before the race begins. At most, you will live a hundred years on earth, but you will spend forever in enternity. :)

I'm currently at punggol new house, together with daughter and xialan xiang. :) We planned to study but you know.. Erm, HAHA. Did studied a little on social studies lah. But because weixiang is far too noisy, and we cnn't concentrate. I don't know what time they'll be going home, hehe. Went pasa malam before this and got many things to eat! Okie, and we were on the phone with love for the past one hour, disturbing one another, kind of stupid. But still, gotta thanks xiangy for the fun.

2010-05-09T01:45:00.002+08:00

Last night at chinatown. It has been four months or so since I've been staying here. It gives me the warmth I had when I was young and remind me of alot memories. Somewhat sad to leave here because is really convinence to travel around! Somewhat happy that I'm moving to punggol because it only take a five minute walk for me to reach school. Hehe. Am chatting on msn with love right now. :)

Went out with pingpong before this. Got a pearl necklace for mommy, she said that it's nice, :) Shared to get a ring for granny, a one from couple lab, because she said that my ring was nice and she wants it. Feel so wierd going to couple lab to get granny a ring, HAHAH. Now she got the same one as me. No worries, I'm straight. :) AND ALSO! I GOT MYSELF A STITCH TOWEL, YAY! Spend alot today. Went tpy to fetch mummy from work and home.

2010-05-08T13:47:00.004+08:00

English paper 1 was normal. But I think I'll flunk mother tongue paper 1, cus I got the format wrong. Shitzx only. :( Headed home than went to meet love, daughter and xiangy and hougang plaza. Had singing session with them at k-box till 7pm. Meet bo and derrick at plaza and left for chompchomp. After dinner, went to dessert bowl with all of them, bus down to kovan for pool after which and am lucky to catch my last train. :)

Had a real long heart to heart talk with love and slept at only 3am. I hope thing goes well for him, seeing him unhappy I don't feel good too. Suppose to meet love today but he got something on. So yeah. Gonna meet pingpong instead to get something for my dear mummy. Will be studying after that with her and maybe meeting s brother. Got alot to catch up with him and I do have lots to rant out to him. :( Sigh. Hopefully I'll feel better after having a talk with him. Might be meeting guiqing twin too.

Daphne:
Daughter, be it how hard to road infront's gonna be, you still got to walk on. Since you had choose to wait, I'll support your decision. I believe one day, you'll touch his heart once again. I've walk through this, I'm willing to give you all opinions, and guide you through. I don't wanna see you bodering over this and affect your studies. Put this thing aside first, concentrate on your studies. We must all get to sec 5, that's our goal. Move towards our goal first, I believe hard work pays off. I'm not very good at words, but I'm a great listener. Don't hesitate to rant anything out to me, I'll always be there for you. :)

Okay, I better be off to prepare. Bye.

2010-05-03T00:18:00.003+08:00

Okie. Let me do a short post before I head to lalaland. Just hung up the phone with me dear sheepy sheep. Slept at near 3am yesterday because I was chatting with xiangy on facebook and with sheep on the phone as well as facebook. This two little idiots are bullying me, ALL THE WAY. I'm like a poor thing only. Nvrmind, once in a blue moon. Think they both enjoyed themselves, :) Wokeup like 7am this morning to go to somewhere to invite our god back to our new house. Luckily there's a mattress in my room if not I won't be able to rest! Left punggol around noon to hougang for lunch. Headed back to punggol to pack some stuffs. Relatives came up and spend their day there too. Dinner at meridian's kopitiam and reached home at around 9.

One more week, and I'll be staying at punggol alr. Kind of happy with my room design. Shall take a photo of it and post it up for you guys. :) Stay tune! Night, cyber world.

2010-04-29T16:35:00.004+08:00

I miss the times where we go crazy, wild and do alot of stupids things. Cracking jokes in the middle of nowhere. Getting me bread and water when I'm having gastric. Time at chalet where we all drop tears for one another. Cooking maggie in a small kitchen, having a cup of warm milo with it. Playing pool at hougang plaza. Slacking till late night at future park. Walking around the whole Singapore. Clarkequay where we pout everything out, chilling with a cup of starbucks coffee. Calling each other at the night. Bombing each other up when we're still sleeping like a log. Argue about what crigg to buy. And everything that we've done, for one another.

I really really miss those times. Where has our promises go to? We said to meet up at least a week after school for lunch. We said to meet up at least a week for shopping. We said to each other that we will not fade. We said that our sisterships' strong. Why? Why did things turn out this way. I know we're having our own friends outside, but that doesn't mean that we cnn't be as close like how we were. I don't want to be the one whom always ask you guys out. I'm waiting for that day where either one of you will ring or text me up. How long more do I still got to wait? :( When are we able to get back like how we were, my dear christina and guiqing sisters. One last phrase, " I miss you guys "

Sorry for ranting so much. I just miss them, and our past. Sigh. :(

7th's :)

2010-04-25T18:16:00.022+08:00

I'm sorry for taking such a long hour for this few pictures uh xiangy. I shall upload the rest tomorrow because this is really pissing me off. This are some photos taken last friday, during 4a4's class bbq. Thanks all for the fun and thanks alot whom made an effort to come. :) Really really enjoy myself.

25th, is a very speicial date to me. It marks our seventh months together. During this seven months, we really walk through alot, be it ups or downs. Whatever kind of emotions which I'm having, you'll be the first whom I'll share it with, I guess I'm the first to know yours too. Came across so much arguements and bickerings. But without all this little little things, we won't have come so far. I appriciate you doing so much for me, keeping me accompany when you're having your free time and things like that. And I'm surprise you this 'mr forgetful' can actually remember what was it today and send me a text regarding to this. I'm really really happy, really. Thanks for making my day, my dear little sheep. Please do take care of yourself and listen to the doctor, not to take icy and sour drink. I know you love it, but wait till you recover alright. You'll be fine. I love you. :)

2010-04-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

I'll do a proper post today, as I got the time. :) Skipped school today as I wasn't feeling well. But alot of idiots don't believe that I'm sick. How sad. :( Woke up in the morning by mom's call. Watched 'Hi, my sweetheart' till late afternoon and headed for consultation. Had two days medical leave and gonna spend this two days wisely. I'll do some revision, in order to catch up with the rest when I get back to school.

I've miss out alot today in school from what I heard from daughter. Didn't manage to take class photo with my classmates and teachers. :( Cnn't wait for this saturday! Finally there's one day where I can spend my full day with my beloved 4a4. Gonna be back with many many pictures. Yay! Friday, am going out with daughter to hunt our iPhone cover down. I'm busy this week, I like this feeling! Hehe. ^^

Am watching chnnl 8 now. Tears rolling down my cheeck. :( Their talking about this lady, whom was sexually abused more than thrice in her life. She was pregnant because of all this and her dad wants her to abort all of her babies. When her dad is the one who 'sell' her off to different sorts of guys. Can't imagine there's this kind of father in this world. But, she was lucky that she found this guy, her current husband. Despite knowing all the saddistic past she had, he didn't have the second thoughts to marry her annot. He said, "this is call true love" True indeed. Taking care of her mother-in-law which was having mental problem, and her having depression. Wanting to kill her herself. But because of her husband, she continue to leave on. Most of the married couple would want their own family, right? But her husband didn't ask for it, as he know her past. How touching, how sweet.

2010-04-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

Back for this little space. :) Yiqingzx's super duper happy! Things are going smoothly for me now, and hope this remains. In the afternoon went to bishan, baibai my granny. Headed home for lunch, than to compasspoint. Got our new sofa, and mom get me a new phone. Love her much, although I don't really find iPhone nice :/ She and dad changed phone too, lol. AND SHE FINALLY GOT ME MY MOBILE USB CABLE! Which means I can bring my lappy to wherever I go alr. Now sitting on my bed, popsting. Feel just so nice. :) But, I feel kind of sick ~~still~~. Should I go to school tomorrow ? Decide later. Gonna watch some shows nice. Byebye :)

2010-04-13T20:28:00.005+08:00

I finally have the time to update my little space. :) Bare with it that, this is gonna be a long post. Have been busy this few days, going out, family outing and so...

Let's start off with last friday. Out with my dear jellybobo and daughter. Met them at dobby ghaut around 3pm. Wanted to play pool at parklane but bobo didn't brought her ic out, instead we headed to dobby x-change's JustAcia for our lunch. Then to ion orchard, got something from artbox and muji. Continued shopping around, nothing much caught my attention. Decided to go hougang plaza for pool but ... Didn't manage to go. Bobo went to meet her love, daughter and me went back to chinatown for porridge. Catch up a little with her and send her off to mrt around 10 plus.

Saturday: Woke up like, 4pm in the noon? Headed to yishun, meet pingpong at northpoint. Shopped around. Nothing much over there actually, so went to the arcade for ddr game. Bought myself a handphone stripe, tongue stud then headed to 123 for dinner with pingpong, aunt & uncle. Back to pingpong's house afterwhich. Was playing poker all the way till 4am. :) Didn't get a wink, becus of some small issues. :) Solid.

Suday: Wanted to go for my ddr games. But aunt wants to tag along. Thus, went to have our lunch and headed to granny's house. To baobei's house, poker again. Did won, but all money that I've won, I gave to baobei. Family dinner @ hougang. Homesweeethome.

Ysterday: Went back home straight after school. Prepare and mom drove down to our new house. Finallised the colour I want for my room's platform. Hope it turns out nice. Cnn't wait to move over! Than to compasspoint's swensen for dinner, beef steakkkkk! (Y)

And today, the weather was damn hot! Cannot stand the weather, I don't like. :( Cab over to meet sheep at his house area together with my dear daughter. Enjoyed myself though I'm like a tired. Sheep, don't keep everything inside your heart. Talk to me, you have all my ears. Remember what I've told you yesterday? You always have KokoYiqingzx, your dearest cow's support. :) Be it what happen, I'm always here. *Surprise for you* You know what is it, lalala. Okie, damn act cute. Ignore me. Hoho.

2010-04-08T20:09:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling abit excited but the fact is that I'm down. :( I don't know how to explain this bloody feeling. Fuck, just ignore me. I don't know what's wrong with me again, with this 'empty feeling'. I find that, I'm just a daily entertainment to you. You don't really bother or care how I feel, or you don't know how to show it out? I don't know. Want to give a whatever feeling, but I CNN'T. Why is that so ?

Class tests are still going on. Tomorrow's will be mathemathics. I put in effort, hopefully I'll be able to pass and not disappoint mrs wong. :/ Mid-year are also coming. Followed by prelim and finally my 'N' Days are getting closer but yet, I'm still not prepared for any of that. Gonna stay back almost everyday after school from next week onwards with idiot & co. It's not too late to start really revising now I guess. :) Mugmugmug!

Feel so refresh after my bath and face mask. 'Qq' feeling on my face. :) Put on some moisturiser and toner too! And and, I use the eye-roll for dark rings! Went to trim my eyebrown about an hour ago also, that lady was cute! Drew my eyebrown till I look like some sorts of 'ahlian' but she clean it off anyway. I find that I've done so many things today, and kind of satisfied with it. Going to read my notes now again before my television programme starts! Byebye.

2010-04-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

On the phone with solehin now. Cute brother puti. :)

Eh, who's the fake one now ? Trying to steal people's thing ? Steal alr don't wanna admit ? Still can shout over the phone like a mad woman. So, you call that friend ? Come on lah seriously. Just fuck off and get a life. I'm unhappy about you, come to my face if you ain't happy of anything, you bitch. Oh ya, be proud, I waste my time and blog about you. :)

2010-04-04T17:57:00.003+08:00

Went out with daphne ong, jelly tohbobo and ongweixiang yesterday. Meet daphne and bobo @ kovan first than bus down to RK house look for xiangy. Had prata there than headed to kovan for pool. Was fine at first, but after few rounds of game... Xiangy, cheerup. Don't hide things inside your heart, but to tell us. We're all behind you, whatever you choose, we'll give you our full support. :) Went yoshinoya, had a real long talk with all of them, for full three hours or so. Saw some friends there. Meet william and solehin @ kovan station to get my camera back. Saw brandon with his mom. Train down to yishun around 8, meet pingpong and headed to 123 to look for aunt and uncle. Had my beef steak before heading back to pp's house. Wokeup at around 1pm today, lunch and now at granny's house. Heading to family dinner soon, I think.

Gonna stay back tomorrow in school for science with daughter and xiangy. :) 2 hours more! Love's gonna be backkkkkk, weeee~

2010-04-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

3 more days. :(

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Going town with sara cunt and co. Update when I'm back again. :)

2010-04-01T09:26:00.002+08:00

Currently in computer lab, shivering. :( How I wish he's here to hug me. That would be so nice, so warm.

He's gonna fly off to Thailand in another 7 hours time. :( He's so bad! Leaving me alone in S'pore, celebrating my april fool and good friday alone. But he promise to buy me my favourite noghut, forgive him for this. :P Oh! And he promise to miss me when the clock strike twelve. Love this little silly of mine, heh. Look for him yesterday with daughter to pass him his pants I got for him. I know I'm sweet, don't have to be jealous. :) Okay, I'm just gonna endure for four days, just four. It will pass very soon. I'm planning to fetch him from the airport, shhh :P Maybe that will be a surprise, hehe. He's still sleeping like a log right now, when I'm in school mugging for my studies! Life's unfair. Okie, I'm somewhat done. Going to take a nap before the bell rings for recess!

4 days, I'll miss you darling.

2010-03-29T20:44:00.002+08:00

如果你已经不能控制，每天想我一次.

Brother's on the plan now, I guess. :) Woke up like 6 in the morning, send him off to airport together with jiejie and mom. Had a light breakfast, and left at around 10 plus. Skipped school as my back was aching again -.- Will be going to school tomorrow alr. Meeting esther tomorrow after school to catchup a lil. Greatday, yay!

I gotta trust myself, and believe my choice. I would never regret, from this moment onwards. He's the greatest love of all, xoxo.

2010-03-27T12:51:00.003+08:00

Meet up with weixiang, jay, alan and daphne for pool session yesterday @ kovan. Headed to weixiang's house next than to RK house for roti prata. Dessert bowl was next and reached home at around 11pm.

Had a little chat with daphne. At least she's willing to listen to me and give me her support. Thanks girl. "The time isin't short, the feeling wasn't there." That's how I'm feeling now. But somehow or rather, I miss you.

Going out soon. Bye.

2010-03-25T09:45:00.002+08:00

"Someone once told me, that you have to choose, that you win or lose, you cnn't have everything."

I want us to be friends. Everything would turn out so nice, so well. FML

2010-03-23T19:44:00.003+08:00

"The feelings ain't there anymore. I feel so empty. I don't know what has gotten into my mind, I'm going crazy."

2010-03-20T23:49:00.005+08:00

Hi to all new to this blogging thing find it kind of a stupid to talk to a computer but anyway some people just like it. maybe they are too "eng". it might be an open diary for them. dont know what to write in here cause i m a very busy person who doesnt have time to do such bo liao thing. but shall at least post some nonsense here to keep the blog alive as what most blogger say but they never realise a blog is nvr alive as it is a non living thing-kinda stupid. i dont know y this stupid girl keep talking to the computer when she knoe there's no respond whereas she gt hell lots of friends to talk to so retarded. i think she jiat ba bo sai pang, hai.... now she is asking me what she did on the 13th how the fuck would i know majiam i am a secretary sot plat 1!! hai after 5 mins typing here i find it damn retarded it is not responding just dont understand y u ppl loves to talk to some1 who doesnt respond irrritating lo talk to it but tiam tiam majiam zui tat lan knn fuck care le dun wan talk to it le. hahaha signing off!! BYE

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2010-03-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

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I miss anson.I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson. I miss anson.

Changi airport > Hougang > Granny's house > Bugis > Bukit Timah > Home > Dobby to meet daphne > Clarkquay > Home. Thanks for the iphone bitch. But I guess, I still prefer my e63 :/

2010-03-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

Another borning sunday. Was suppose to go granny's house but due to dad's appointment with his friends, the trip was cancelled. But, headed to hougang for lunch with granny and uncle, dad drove me home afterthat. Was studying or rather revising my chemistry work until now and here I'm updating. Daphne was shock when she heard that I was studying, lol! And I've done my mathematics homework, not yet all done, but two topics out of six ? :')

Gotta catch up with all my lovelys during this one week holiday. But I needa go back school for choir session on wed & fri, hmmps :( And meet my love, before he flys to thailand.

Now thinking one, is better than none.

2010-03-12T23:26:00.003+08:00

Just finish watching news on tv. Cnn't imagine jackneo's having 11 flings outside. To us, if our husband, even boyfriend are having one, just one, we'll kick up a big fuss. But I'm really surprised that Mrsneo can take it and still love him as much. Thumbsup for her. How many womans will forgive their love one if he does this ? Really impressed.

Went to meet Bbtan @ dobby ghuat. Had yoshinoya for lunch. Bought some stuffs from etanhouse. Wanted to get a new pair of heels for myself but nothing really caught my eyes. Watched 'being humans' with Bbtan with the treat of mine, HAHA. Not a really nice show but average. Headed to hougang mall meet yingsi and meiping. Than to hougang plaza for pool and cab back home from there.

I miss you guys. I miss the time we spend. I miss every moment with your. I miss it where we are on the phone. In one night, I lost everything. I really wish to forgive you guys, but I cnn't bring myself to. Hopefully you guys are doing fine and already know your biggest mistake. Lastly, thanks for letting me see your colours and show me that true friend doesn't exist. Goodluck.

2010-03-11T11:59:00.004+08:00

Currently @ green, together with anson in his handphone shop. Before that, meet him at hougang mall for MAC breakfast, thanks for the treat hur. :) Should be working next week or something ? Didn't attend school today. Anson's being a bitch, talking to himself. Mad guy. :) He said because I didn't reply him. Aww. :( Like a sad hur. But, he's msging his BIRD what! So, just fuck care him. Hehe. Yesterday was the last day of motivational camp. During those three days, I really learn alot. Thanks danny and pris for teaching me so much. Teaching us how to be greatful to our parents. Mom carried me 10 months in her womb, giving me the best care. Thanks mommy for the love and care, xxx. And I promise myself, I will do my very best for my 'N's. Because I want a great future ahead and giving my parents the best of the best.

Daphne daughter, goodluck hur! Hehe. :) Your happiness is coming.

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Timecheck: 7.49pm.

It's like so early, and I'm home. Left anson at around 5pm. Headed to grace's house, meet saracunt and cliff there for a tad while. Train back to chinatown and here I'm !

I feel warm in your arms, xoxo.

2010-03-09T18:41:00.001+08:00

So in this world, there are full of 'fake' people. Even if it's your closer one. Thanks for everything you all do, to make me really see this fucking sarcarstic world. I'll not contact you guys anymore as promised to my parents.

2010-03-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

Too tired, lazy to post pictures up. Promise pictures would be up by tomorrow ! :)

Went to william's house after school dismissal. Waited for them to prepare and left his house. Realised that, MY EZ-LINK CARD'S LOST AGAIN -.- I'm fucking clumsy, I know. 'Cus it's the fifth time. Great. So, susu ernest and will accompany to hougang to get it done. Train back to chinatown after that. Prepare and all, cab down to orchard central. Waited for evian andy & solehin there. Had mos burger for lunch. Got some makeups from there. Headed to 313, bought a flats & long sleeve there. Wisma was the next station, got a bottom for myself. Then to ION orchard. Finally got my havanias! Got a pair for love too. :) Followed by a jacket. Bought some flours from muji and played it on solehin as it's his birthday. Clark quay for dinner and starbucks. Enjoyed myself with all this little ones. Thanks for making my day.

I'm seriously broke already lah. Spent so much today! :( Should be going out with esther next week for shopping sphere again! YAY!!!

2010-03-02T21:23:00.003+08:00

This is a super old picture, bare with it. I just miss my lip piercing, and wonder if I should pierce back. :'<

2010-02-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

Fireworks just now I saw at chinatown, a view from my house.

Mine ; William's.

Hola ! I'm back home after a long day. Slept at around 4am and woke up as early as 10am. :( Prepare and headed out to potong pasir with dad for lunch. He drove me to compass to meet william. Had our starbucks again, and sat inside for quiet awhile. Developed some pictures for family members also. Cab to rivervale plaza to do something. Cab to hougang green to meet my dearest love. :B Till 6pm, cab back to granny's house.

Thanks love for the red earpiece, mua. I like it alot. :) Waiting for him to call me. Hopefully he won't go missing for the whole day again.

Happy. Sad. Angry. Pissed.

2010-02-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

Sorry JPs' didn't went to look for you guys. Hope you guys are understanding.

Went bugis street/junction after our dinner and we got a number of things for ourself. Till around 8 plus, bus to clark quay to have a chill at starbucks. Sat till 9 plus, went walking around and got a pair of shoe for my mom. End up, mom say the size is just nice, but abit too tight! Going to get it change tomorrow.

Outside clark quay MRT station.

My white chocolate mocha and potato curry puff.

Finally a picture with him.

After getting lunch for my uncle and myself, headed over to dobby ghuat to meet william, clifferd and sara cunt. Train to sommerset (313), and went seperate ways. Me and william went to orchard central, which I find it so peace inside and it's real big. I know i'm (sua-ku) la, my first time entering orchard central ma. After walking about an hour or so, went to have our dinner at some jap resturant.

William's.

Mine.

Watch that william bought for me and he's wearing the watch that he use it to show off to me.

This is the menu.

I'm used to having you in my life. Don't walkout on me, don't leave me alone. I need you to guide me through. Yes, I really do. I hope what I'm thinking is not true. You're busy, that's all. Right ? I'm falling for you, way too deep. I'm alright, just a little missing you.

BbNg (L), be my toyfriend.

2010-02-26T11:06:00.001+08:00

At nicolette's house, together with her 2 cute sisters.

Inside cab, on the way to bishan (j8)

Peanut's Stitch. :)

william.

After preparing, while waiting for william.

J8 > Sengkang Ps > Nik's House > Hsh.

Order MAC delivery at baby's house, till now, still so full. Gosh

2010-02-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

I'm super tired. :( Went shopping with william, ernest, sol and su yesterday. We went to some places like, ion orchard, fareast plaza, bugis street, illuma. Wanted to go central, but... Shall do so this fri. I got loads of things, mad happy! Thanks ernest for buying me some stuff and treated us lunch. :B Even cab me back home. :)

As for today, chinese common test was a hardcore, so do physics. (because I didn't study at all) Great hur. Had chinese oral after school and headed to choral practise after that. Left at around 5.30pm, went to meet the principle tgt with my mom and they were talking rubbish to my mom. Grr, not say everything is rubbish but some of it. Like, no link at all. -.- Some is like, didn't even come out from my mouth and I'm like being accused. H8z this feeling ttm.

I dislike you, and dislike his mom.

2010-02-20T17:03:00.001+08:00

Hi :B It's a saturday and surprisingly I'm at home. Just woke up and now gonna help my mom prepare dinner ! :B Sorry william and ernest, not able to meet you guys.

2010-02-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hi bitches! I'm back home from town with william and suhailah.

Meet suhailah around 3.30pm @ dobbyghuat. Waited for william for like around half and hour or so. Headed to ion orchard, had our super 'expensive' lunch/dinner there. Walk around for about 3 hours. Then went to fareast. Meet nikkie baby & jansen brother there. Till around 8plus, bus to plaza singapura. Shop for stuffs, bought a diamond watch for my mom. :) Went swensen to chill and hsh. :D Happy afterall because I bought many many many stuff! HAHA going now to decorate my diary. Ciaos.

2010-02-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hi !!! I'm back from second aunt's house. Damn tired I swear. :(

On the chinese new year eve, I stayed over at some hotel with both mom and dad. Had a fun time there, although is only the 3 of us. :) Next day, which is cny, we woke up like as early as 9am ?! Headed back home to get prepare and went to granny's house. Played 21 with cousins, won abit. Then to mom's aunt house, got alot of angbao from there :P Then godmom house till late night.

Today went big aunt's house for steamboat in the afternoon then to someone's house and to second aunt house. Enjoyed myself, but I find this year's newyear, kind of boring. Like, it's just a normal day for me ? LOL

I'm going on a shopping trip soon with william & co. It's mad fun together with william !! <3 HAHA. Stupid babybrother. OH ! My blood brother got me a coach pouch and my the perfume which I want but cannot find in Singapore - VICTORIA SECRET !!! Love brother ttm. :)

2010-02-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year & Happy Valentines.

SHOPPING!

2010-02-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hi ! I'm back from town. :) Skipped school today, meet sokping @ chinatown mrt station around 3pm. Went back home to take love's present. Meet him for a tad while to pass him his present. He said he like it, :) Hoho. Went to have a haircut, not really statified because my hair was being cut by don't know how many inch ! :( My hair's so short now !!! Meet willass & andy at the hair salon, then train down to ion orchard first spend my voucher on c&k's flats, wanted to get myself a bag but was thinking I got too much bags alr. So, dropped the idea. Got a 3-D necklaces which cost me 33$ bucks. Fareast next, got a handbag and shoe again :/ Had dinner, walk around. I guess we are all statify with what we got, right andy, william & sokping ? HAHA. Meet mom @ chinatown station around 10 plus and went CK department to get some new year stuffs. Chatting with love right now, and need to help mom with some cleaning. Byebye

2010-02-11T09:56:00.001+08:00

My phone is confiscated, great _l_

Sorry if I didn't reply messages, -.- I put in my pants, I ran and drop out! LOL Mr cheang doesn't want to give it back to me. :( he wants my mom to make a trip down. STUPID OR WHAT LA. Shall post again later.

Mehmeh, happy 18 birthday. Love you. Bye

2010-02-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Sara Sister.

Sorry that I'm unable to go punggol to look for you, as you know I'm dead tired. Thanks for the treat at kopitiam. May all your 'wishing' come true. HAHA. We'll walk through ups and downs together. Much love hun, mua.

I actually don't plan to use comp and even post today. But I recieve a call from xiangy brother, and he like ask me to post. So girl, I'm deticating this part of the post to you. Sweet enough right ? Firstly, I didn't confront you because I still see you as my friend. But since you wanna turn everything to this way, I'll play along with you. Why must I be the one who find you first ? Come find me if you want. I didn't say loudly, that's how loud my voice is. I don't care if you say I eat speaker or whatever shit. THAT'S THE VOICE LEVEL I HAVE, NOT HAPPY, THEN SHUT YOUR EARS. Nobody ask you to listen. Seriously I find no point to turn everything upside down, what's the use ? -.- Argh, irratating. I just wanna lead a normal life, with my JP and sisters around me. That will be enough. I don't need your entertainment. But, if you're the pb, got the guts to tag, got the guts to admit, okay ? :) So, wherever you go, whatever you do, I'll be right here waiting for you ~

Going shopping this fri, with my loves. Mua.

2010-02-09T20:34:00.005+08:00

Some pictures which was taken during my birthday chalet. Ignore my ugly face, because I was having sore-eyes.

Hi, I'm back. Mr Cheang ask me to go home as I was coughing really badly. Mom came and fetch me and home @ around 1am. Changed and headed to punggol meridian with william & ahmad> punggol plaza with william > 171 to look for sara & nikkie > common green with suhailah, solehin, andy & william> hougang plaza > hougang mall > hsh.

And I went to look for anson yesterday. Meet him @ his house downstairs, bus to clementi, waited for him to end his exams till 5.30pm and sent him back to hougang then back home. :) He's enjoying his dinner(ma han quan xi) now, jealous much. :( And thanks weixiang, for something. You know I know.

Fifteen, SIXTEEN

2010-02-07T14:10:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back home ! Enjoy myself during the birthday chalet for 3 days 2 nights. Although the cake smashing was like, yuck :( Stupid cheesy thing, all over me. Thanks to my friends for coming, wishing me happy birthday or giving me presents. Loveya much !

Okay, I'm damn tired now. I didn't sleep for my chalet at all. I thought after check out, I can go home and rest but dad say need to go granny's house. :( So, unpack my stuffs and headed to granny's house. Was bored there, so meet eileen bestie @ hougang plaza together with sokping. Look for yingsi and cab back to granny's house. Back to chinatown with dad & had reunion + birthday dinner with my mom and her side people. Wanted to go cck to see koko & kopi but really damn shag and tired. Thus, I give it a miss. On the phone with anson now, he says I'm lame because I'm blogging ! :(

Shall upload the pictures tomorrow. Sorry guys. P/s: Happy 47th Birthday To Mummy.

2010-02-05T10:38:00.003+08:00

Hi, i'm early today ! :) Didn't go to school because I'm busy preparing things for my chalet later and another reason is that,I still haven recover from my cough and flu. :(

I woke up in the morning, open up my refrigirator and saw my 'aixin' lemon tea inside. Thanks, my dearest 579. And I slapped/pinched his face yesterday, woohoo. A goodbye hug for me when he left. Sweet enough ? :) K, shall stop all this rubbish. He's only going the chalet tomorrow with don't know what surprise he's gonna give me. Something good or bad ? Idk. Seems scary. And he requested that, there must be 'ice-lemon tea' drink for my chalet if not he won't come !!! :( Stupid ass.

My mom say, she don't want to see me drunk at my chalet. Which means, I cnn't drink alot !!! :( Nvrmind, shall listen to her, for once. :/ I'm now, afraid of cake smashing, flour thingy, it feels so yucky. But my friends said, they won't let me off. :( Screw their asses. I'm now going to pack my things and get ready to set off ! Pathethic souls, still in school studying. :( HAHAH.

Oh ya, and I recieved a present from shijin jiejie. A total of 50 dollar shopping voucher. Thanks much honey! Seriously damn surprising that you can actually remember my birthday. Love you.

2010-02-04T17:33:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating. I'm kind of busy this whole week. I've been suspended from class for 2 whole days and the reason was, I was late for school for the 4th time. -.- And miss 2 whole days of lessons. Didn't attend school today as I was sick. Thanks grace sis for accompanying me to sengkang polyclinic. Plus today and tomorrow, I'm like somehow missing whole week of lessons. Gotta catch up with the rest. Treated her lunch and I headed to meet anson @ hougang. Train down to potong pasir with him 'cus he need to get some stuffs from his secondary school. Went back to my house after that. And he went off @ around 330pm. Send him off to mrt station and back home.

Tomorrow will be the first day of chalet. Hope everything goes well. :)

Btw, talk to patrick(real blood brother) on msn. He's doing fine at the other side of the world, I guess. :) Great!
Yiqingzx. says:
*Korkor !
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*?
Yiqingzx. says:
*how's life there.
*HEHE
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*ok lor
*i sian liao
*btw
Yiqingzx. says:
*Why leh.
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*u gt say thx to jie jie anot?
Yiqingzx. says:
*Got.
*She gave me 50 dollar shopping voucher.
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*i know
Yiqingzx. says:
*Yeah
*so surprising sial, she'll get something for me
*and remember all our birthdays.
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*can use in any shop in bugis or ps
Yiqingzx. says:
*I know, even ion orchard Imm J8
*and alot places lah
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*oic
*ok
Yiqingzx. says:
*No work ?
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*i oso gt ur sth
*but haven send
*i juz end work
Yiqingzx. says:
*I heard from mom. She said you got something for me.
*Tired annot ? Drink more water
*I didn't go to school, i'm sick :(
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*lol
*pong tang izzt
Yiqingzx. says:
*NO LEH
*i really sick la
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*ok
*dan u drink more water too
Yiqingzx. says:
*I opend a chalet for my birthday this year
*but sad to say, you cnn't join :(
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*lol
*nvm
*ur charlet all kids
Yiqingzx. says:
*whatever -.-
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*not interested oso
*lol
Yiqingzx. says:
*WOAHLAO. ASS YOU
*feel like slapping you
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*k la
*i go bath liao
*damn tired le
Yiqingzx. says:
*Okay :D Miss you !
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*miss ya too
Yiqingzx. says:
*Faster send my present over, thanks
Patrick - +R.I.P+ says:
*lol
*okok

2010-01-31T18:53:00.002+08:00

Boo :> I'm at granny's house now. Just finish helping her to put nailpolish, turn out to be so b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l ! :) Forgotten to bring the glitters here, if not will turn out to be nicer. I went shopping with my cousin yesterday @ town and got myself alot of stuffs. And thanks cousin for the bag, loveya. Headed to punggol, 171 to look for dearest baby and sister. Didn't manage to see grace there, ): Shall see her tomorrow, love. Chinatown @ night with parents and cousin to walk around. Saw kirby selling japanese mushroom and ahji selling prawn noodle, haha. Went compasspoint just now to get my choir file, if not silver will nag at me non-stop ): Cousin got me a stitch cup too, ohmygeez !

Birthday chalet in 5 days time more. I'm damn excited about it. Hopefully those whom I asked, will be able to turn up and not put me areoplane. I'll post when I feel like, so seeya! Kthxbai.

Great Day!

2010-01-30T10:54:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday To You, Eileen Bestie.
Hg inter > Downtown chalet > Pasir ris park > Chalet > Indoor Stadium.

I went for ZhangHuiMei's(the picture above) concert yesterday as my aunt still have some extra tickets. So, brought guiqing twin along. :) The concert was awesome ! Her live singing was, maybe something you cnn't imagine. She make the whole loads of people went super h-i-g-h, and it's like no one gets tired. Can you imagine for the whole three hours or so, she can still make all of us not tired. Powerful! Didn't really take pictures because my camera was sent for repair :( Dad & mom came to fetch me home, but before that, they sent my beloved twin home first. Reached home and boomz !

2010-01-28T10:19:00.004+08:00

h3h3x. Yiqing is currently in the computer lab shivering. :( Just finish doing my prep work for course work, like stress only. Going for recess soon. And thanks william for helping me post the other time round, hugs back*

Birthday chalet is coming soon, I'm getting excited ! But there's alot of before work to do, in order to let all my love ones enjoy during the 3 days 2 nights. If you know me, and I didn't invite you (cause I don't have your number or w/e), leave your number at my tagboard. I'll get to you soon. It'll be on the 5th - 7th Febuary, hope I'm able to enjoy myself much over there.

Mehmeh is not replying again, grrrr. H8z him. But mehmeh, moomoo do misses you. :) And I want 16 stitches from you for my birthday :D (but you'll not get your LV shoe) :/

Wait, before that, don't go around telling people that I didn't give you my support when you argue with somebody else. I kept quiet all the way, I didn't do anything. So yup, thanks.

[Edited/ 8.42pm]

Hey bitches ! I'm back home. Meet grace sis, nic baby and some others outside school. Sara and baby had some meetings, thus Grace and me rott there like ... Had some chats with leonard &co. They shld be coming to my chalet too, great! Headed to Rivervale Mall with baby and sis, got home at like 6pm. Super tired, just had my bath and feel so refreshing! Just hung the phone with my mehmeh, he's at green now. So, let's wait for him to get back home ! :)

Willass here.

2010-01-26T20:52:00.005+08:00

(A picture i took for yiqing when we were selling ice-cream back in the days which i found in my computer.)

Im currently on the phone with yiqing and helping her to blog as requested.

I've missed out so many things after going into ang mo kio lock up with my friends for 9 whole hours!! But thanks yiqing for updating me and telling me things like i may get caning in school for another thing that i did , i don't really wanna say what i did to get lock up or caning.

Although i know what happened , the caning thing that i may get is totally traumatizing!! I got another stress stuck right up my head now apart from going to lock up and having to face my mother not believing me and get everything off me :(

Thanks for understanding me and make me stop thinking of the stress side and get over everything when it's all done. I hope i still can obtain the stitch i wanna get for you if my mother get over things and not think so much which is making me sad too and lets me go out this sat.

And i promise you no matter what, im going to the chalet alright :)

Hope you keep having faith in me and make me stronger because so far i felt better only after talking to you than anyone else that knows about everything happening.

Thanks much *hugs

-link as william in the link corner

突然好想你你会在哪里？

2010-01-24T11:24:00.006+08:00

I'll just do a quick post as I'm heading to changi hospital to visit gonggong soon.

A wrap up for what happen yesterday. Meet guiqing twin @ chinatown station and went to vivo. Walk around and brought candy baby's present. Baby, hope you'll like it. :> Then to sentosa to look for the rest. They seems to enjoy themselves in the water :< , I didn't bring extra clothings to change, so I missed the fun. Headed to bugis next, had PastaMania for dinner, yummy bake rice. Went up to the fountain side, and they started cake smaching. Xiaoleen & me then cab to plaza sing. Took train back from there to chinatown. Meet william that bitch and ernest wong. Got my facial scrub and moisturiser from ck department. Puff and home. :) Enjoy myself pretty much yesterday.

Friends ?

2010-01-23T13:04:00.003+08:00

Morning earthlings. Just got out of my bed, and decided to post something to keep my blog alive ! :P So, let's start with yesterday :

Meet grace, sara, william, nikkie, suhailah in the morning and walked to school together. Lessons were all great for me :) William, ernest and nikkie walk around with me the whole school to look for my ez-link card. I've lost my ezlink card for the fourth time. :( Thanks Regine for lending me yours. Headed to william's house to get back my money. Than home afterwhich. Meet shanice at hougang mall, then hougang plaza to meet guiqing. Saw some friends, and the previous post I said I'll win randy in pool, and I did :P Left around five plus six, had dinner before heading to fernvale. Loads of stuff happen, ): Yitian, Liz, Guiqing, Shanice, MichelleB, Jingwen, Tyanhuey and myself, cheerup. Reached home at 1145pm.

Going celebrate candy baby's birthday later on, back with ton of pictures !

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