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( I'm tearing when i wrote this letter.D: )

Time passes, is had been the 24th day since we've broke up. I really cnn't get you out of my freaking mind. Fuck it. I don't know what the fuck i'm thinking/doing too. People are asking me to leave you and i've hear people telling me stuffs about you too. I don't care, i don't give a dam at all. What i want, only me myself know it. Let people say for all you want, i won't change my attitude of love towards you. I know you won't be reading my blog, but i just feel like posting something on how imma feeling. The picture above, is the letter i wrote to console myself. Is the very first time, i broke down like freak hell. Previous boyfs, i can easily give them up. I can say here seriously, i didn't wait for a guy more than a month, you jeffrey heng's the first one. I have been telling myself, so what if you're cold towards me, so what you didn't want to reply my message, so what you didn't want to pick my call, so what you didn't care me at all, so what if i feel hurt, you also don't give a dam about me. Why did i still love you so much ? I guess, this's what i so call, true love.

The cardigan you worn on,

the bed you slept on,

the boster you hugged on,

the shirt you put on,

the chair you sat on, ,

the pocky which you've bought for me,

the silly cute umbrealla that you've brought,

my hand that you held before,

my waist that you hugged before,

my lips that you kissed before,

my forehead that you sayang before,

my nose that you pinched before,

I always wonder, if i ever get the chance to see you again, that's th only thing i asked for.

Once again, i'm typing this w/ tears. ): I need you badly, really.

Thanks kahmay, vivian & candy baby. (L)

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