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Urghhh...I hate sunday(s) !

Is 4pm now, & i haven recieve any calls from baby. I called his grandma house, his lil brother said he's not at thr. So i asked his borther to go home & check on him. I called back and he said baby's not at home too. I don't know whr th hell is him & what the hell he's doing ? Is this th end of our r/s ? I don't know. You told me, you don't want a break. But somehow now, you're like ignoring me ? Cnn't you just give me a call or something ? Silent break ? Is that what you wish for ? Sigh sigh. I don't want lose him. D': I woke up at 1pm today, & i'm waiting your call. You've got no phone. I cnn't contact you ! Eh, fuck it. I'm damn moodless please. I just cried, dk why either. Maybe, i'm missing you too much ? Or, wild thinkings are here again. I tried to take a nap, but i cnn't. Close eye, things which happen to us, everything came by. 11 days, are we gonna end just like that ? CONTACT ME LA, PLEASE. D: I'm really worried, really really. Sunday(s) are so lonely. I'm so lonely, baby i'm so lonely. ):

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Okay, i guess, i'm thinking too much. All the while, baby's sleeping & nvr go out. Rahhh his younger brother. So, finally recieve call from baby at ard 5 plus. Got ready and meet him at my house downstair's playground. Had dinner with him & went ntuc. So much laughter /: Baby's cute ! I'm loving him more & more each day ! <3