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Because I'm gonna stay 'strong' infront of you.

I'm tearing again for the same person nao. I found out somethings which really breaks my heart. I know , i'm not fit saying all this. But people please do understand my feelings. I tried to let go, but I just seriosuly cnn't. I though I could get over it, I thought it was a game over. Whenever I see you , I realise that , I still have feelings for you. It's the first time, I waited for a guy for so long. Even if you text alot of girls , giving them comment, I choose to close one eye. Yes, I ain't your girlf anymore, but I'm still jealous over this. I don't want to share you with other girls, I'm selfish. But love's selfish, right ? When I'm thinking of you , are you doing the same thing ? Nah, I guess not. Can I just return to the past ? The happy girl I'm like before. I don't understand the word 'happy' now. Grumbling so much to my love ones, most of them telling me, what I have now, I should be contented, at least we still keep in touch. But deep down, that's not I want. I'm gonna try my very best, do whatever I can, just to forget you, brother.
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I'm lying alone, with my head on the phone. Thinking of you till it hurts. Tormented and torn apart. I wish I could carry your smile and my heart, for times when my life feels so low. It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring, when today doesn't really know, doesn't really know. I want you to come back and carry me home. Away from this long lonely nights. I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh so right? And what would you say if I called on you now, and said that I can't hold on. There's no easy way, it gets harder each day. Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone. I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you. I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you? "Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad."- Sadness flies away on the wings of time.
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Sorry sisters(daphne, charis, jerelyn, candy, renee), i'm useless, i cnn't get him out of my freaking mind. Thanks for listening grumble so much, be it in class or outside. This time round, I'll be strong again. Like what I were before.

I won't be taking 'it' out,
Because that's the last memory you left for me.
With that, I believe you're forever my guardian angle. (: