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应该让自己从回忆中离开 :<

Yiqing's back to posting. Meet shanice and guiqing twin after school at compass. Saw nixson, samuel. royston & co. Had mac for lunch. Thanks shanice for treating, mua. Chat alot with both of my ladies. Feeling better, I guess?

I don't know why, I'll always be there when you needed someone. But you're always not there when I needed you. It's the fourth time in a row, same things are repeating. Do you know how much I h8z it ? This feeling totally sucks. I know, you're busy, so I won't go and contact you unless you do. What I can do is only wait. I wonder if I didn't get to know all of you guys, how would my life be now. Will I be happier or ? You don't know how I'm feeling deep down inside. I feel like crying, I feel like hugging someone now. I don't know how to express myself now, if I'm sad, angry, fuckup or whatever it is.

Deep down inside, you know it cuts like a knief. ):
I just want a normal life, get it ?